A disposable camera captured the scene Us sat by a river in 2015 You told me you loved me, you made me feel seen I'd still feel you arms, long after you've leave And I often wonder who I would be If I hadn't felt the euphoria of you and me I guess I get sad cause life's so ordinary Nothing got better than being 16 And it shouldn't matter now, not really But I'm back at my parents, I'm 6 drinks deep And there in my bedroom, sat on my floor Crying over Louis, 'til I couldn't anymore And am I the only person, who can't quite accept That my life's not a movie, this is all I'm gonna get Will I always just be floating, like a hot air balloon Not knowing where I'm going, this is all I'll ever do And I'll be sad about Louis 'til the day that I die Cause if he can stop loving me, then why should I even try (And I guess I'll try to love my ordinary life) But why should I even try