Stuck in a cycle Of Pain & denial Unending trial That's taken a hold of me Fell into the fire Walked out alive I Still got burned Wrecked my inner child Oh how the table's turned After all this time Could this be my reckoning? I Almost lost my mind Took years But now I'm listening It opened up my eyes To finally face the pain in me Tears fall from my eyes Could this be my reckoning? Can't recognize myself Peer in the mirror Met with blank stares I know I need to seek help I miss my happy self Overwhelming anxiety's Starting to cripple me Loneliness seems enticing Feel my grip slowly loosening After all this time Could this be my reckoning? Almost lost my mind Took years but now I'm listening It opened up my eyes To finally face the pain in me and Tear's fall from my eye's Could this be my reckoning? Could this be my reckoning? Could this be my reckoning? After all this time? Could this be my reckoning I almost lost my mind Thank God I'm finally wakening