T-t-they don't wanna break me
Sittin' here and I'm broken
Place the pen to that pad again im contemplating on another cut
And I done ran out of these bandages
I ain't got the remedy to heal the wound
Soften up what the damage is always find a way to
Keep it movin' and tell myself I can handle it
Well guess what I can't handle it at
The crossroads and I'm holding tight
This worlds cod as frozen ice and
I'm feelin' like nothing's goin' right
Lost my cousin hit me so fast like was here and gone overnight
Week later my boy Derek little sister took her own life
Whole time dealing with break up six years just flushed away
Released an album i can't enjoy it
Cause hearts crushed with so much pain
Cancel tour my best album my best music i ever wrote
I can't focus just can't do it I need a break and gotta let it go
But can't let it go cause I gotta work I gotta work I'm already broke
Couple shows just to pay the bills honestly im better sellin' dope
Cryin' out hopin' someone listen but no one listen when i tell'em no
Heart pumping venom slow gotta curse on me only devil knows
Ya the devil knows what's going on
Weighin' on my shoulders tryna break me down
He toying with me need,
He fucking with me, fuck nigga go on and take me now
Cause I don't know what you waiting for
Take me home won't make a sound
All the noise for everybody else when I'm gone
And lay me in the ground
Real question is where they at now
No one around when I'm broke to pieces
To streets is where i go for treatment
And im poppin' pills just to cope with demons
Lost control of habits going off the deep end
Hit the road for that dope im feeing
Pop a perk lost hope so be it
Hot Rick bottom bitch I know the meanin'
Wanna write a letter leave it for my mom's
Apologize that I've made mistakes
All I wanted was to buy her home and didn't know what decade I'd waste
We gettin' older her son ain't sober
I'm living life like i hate this place
Doing drugs and I'm getting drink after every show to find my escape
Four Two ya the label with me
Was the label with me had to watch it fold
Cain & A had to keep it movin' and Saul wanna do it on his own
Devine and Jill not in my control but he get right he know he got
A home my nigga dope I love you bro on God loyalty ain't never gone
My brain broken my soul battered feel my body every bone fractured
My emotions really don't matter no
One understand til' it's closed casket
When you give everybody care
But they really don't damn it
When I die just stay home my funeral should have no traffic
My father died I almost lost it Geno died and I lost it
My love is real so when loved ones die
Coping wit' their death I can't process
Four father really almost died
Thank scum for getting me home alive
Open my eyes that pill bottle and
Drinkin liquor and doing both combined
Gotta be a reason im still breathin' this life's got to be a meanin'
On the road cause I'm in a fight
Get behind the mic hearts still beatin'
On my soul I know I'll die for this
Only music in my will leave it
For the ones I know that really love me
Hope you'll overcome in anything your needin'
Gotta be a reason im still breathin' this life's got to be a meanin'
On the road cause I'm in a fight
Get behind the mic hearts still beatin'
On my soul I know I'll die for this
Only music in my will leave it
For the ones I know that really love me
Hope you'll overcome in anything your needin'
I'm broken
Damn, I'm broken
Im just sittin' here and I'm broken
I'm broken
I'm just sittin' here and I'm broken
I'm just sittin' here and I'm broken