I've been going through the filing cabinet in my brain
Looking for a date or time that might explain why you're not around anymore
Why I haven't heard your voice in months
I've been trying to pin the blame, been trying to find a culprit
Bring Cupid to the stand cause I think he might have done it
Now I can't help myself from wondering
Did we ruin it? With a kiss?
With the long nights and the hand holds and the risk we took to fall in or out of love
What happened to us?
I've been looking for an argument so I could hate you
I've been praying for some problems so I wouldn't have to face it
The fact that nothing happened, that we just couldn't last
That you'll forever have to stay in my past
Survive in my head, survive in the way back when
Survive in my head, survive in the way back when
Did you know I broke my bones to fit into the mould of your perfect girl?
You closed your eyes tried to believe it even a blind man could see it
I wasn't made for you
Now I'm fighting with God and I'm fighting with the universe
For trying so hard and actually convincing us
We were made for eachother, now we can't even look at one another
I think we ruined it. With a kiss
With the long nights and the hand holds and the risk we took to fall in or out of love
What happened to us?
I've been looking for an argument so I could hate you
I've been praying for some problems so I wouldn't have to face it
The fact that nothing happened, that we just couldn't last
That you'll forever have to stay in my past
Survive in my head, survive in the way back when
Survive in my head, survive in the way back when
Now I hate me and I hate you and I hate everyone in this room
Cause no one knows the things that we've been through
I hate love and I hate us, hate that I'm never enough, to make it work
I think we ruined it
What happened to us?
I've been looking for an argument so I could hate you
I've been praying for some problems so I wouldn't have to face it
The fact that nothing happened, that we just couldn't last
That you'll forever have to stay in my past
Survive in my head, survive in the way back when
Survive in my head, survive in the way back when
Survive in my head, survive in the way back when