Your words could be lethal They should be illegal Like addicts with needles I need my fixation Your touch is so perfect Your kiss always worth it Now I've made them worthless With my inclinations When I finally wake up From this mess I'm in I hope you still speak those words Without a stutter in your speech Without a doubt of what you see in me You've finally found Some stable ground Around my feet to walk on Because now I know Your silent tip toe-ing Around me No it won't cut it Cause your not my puppet You've helped me Kill Geppetto Now we can rise above it Or so I thought Cause every time I get to thinking My head nearly falls off I just need your sweet, unending love Time and time again That you have given me A thousand time before Her touch is so perfect Her kiss always worth it I'm going through withdrawal Like an addict with his needle I need my fixation I don't need a bucket to finish this list Cause what my heart desires Would take place in a few years We'd coexist with our God as our captain I hope I haven't sink this ship With what has happened As strong as I'm being With God in control I still hate this feeling I'm hollow So hollow It doesn't matter what's after This stories modern chapter I'll still miss your smile I'll still miss your laughter Somedays are so hard To wake up in the morning Staring at the wall While I'm feeling numb So to take the edge off I'll down a bottle of Bible Get drunk off the word and learn Holy survival Tell me can fix what I've cruelly destroyed