Everybody knows that I should love you It isn't hard to see And everybody says that I should be thinking of you When i wake and when i sleep And i feel that weight inside your body as I start to move in And I hold your head inside my hands and I try to feel it But it's just skin Every time we talk I strain to swallow The words that push to set me free And I hate myself 'cause no matter how hard i pray I can't be what you want me to be And I watch myself outside my body as I start to move in And I tell myself over and over this time will be different But it's just skin All I really want is to love you, For my mind to stop, and my lungs to breathe But instead i have this pit in my stomach From keeping you wanting me So I'm gonna go And if i call just let it ring