My senses are desensitized I'm numb from my head to my heart And I hear the ringing of a beautiful feeling But that sweet bell won't tell from where it calls 'Cause I don't know if I love you Or if my heart's just feeling alone I can't tell if I'm drowning Or if in the pool of love I'm sinking like a stone I'm sifting through all the ashes Of stories I've mixed in the fire Just trying to make some more sense of the Ache Do I hurt for you or hurt 'cause I'm a liar? 'Cause I don't know if I love you Or if my heart's just feeling alone I can't tell if I'm drowning Or if in the pool of love I'm sinking like a stone My lungs will let in the water Fill up with blue 'had's' and 'were's' And there i'll trap them till later And breathe the vapors till I make it to the words