Toss and turn before I fall asleep
Zzzquil and a bag of weed
Won't ease my brain and
If I'm being honest
I'm just waiting on a new routine
It's always sunny in my clouded mind
Missed your call just for the hell of it
Missed when every single thing felt like the first time
But it's all over and done with
Best to accept it
It feels so cathartic
If that's what you call it
Why does it seem so hard to go outside
Just tryna get out of my element
Wasting away inside this room
Counting every fuckin second
And the clock is fuckin tickin
And I think my head is spinning
It feels so cathartic
If that's what you call it
If I'm being honest
I've just gotten started