I wonder how I got this far I only want to reach the stars Now all that's left is a couple scars And I can't heal I wonder how I got this far I only want to reach the stars Now all that's left is a couple scars And I can't heal I used to be so happy Said everyone who knew we Used joke around the block Like when everything was funny Now it's all about the money And nobody cares about me Or the fact that I feel lonely Even with these guys around me I would never pity myself And this ain't a cry for help I'm still grindin' on the daily Even though it fells like hell When I come home every night And lie on my bed uptight All I think about is how I'm losin' Every single fight I don't care about the network I just wanna do the work Everyone that I made friends with Proly think's that I'm a jerk I just wanna be alone I don't wanna check my phone 'Cause everytime I do it all I see Is people that I've known I wonder how I got this far I only want to reach the stars Now all that's left is a couple scars And I can't heal I wonder how I got this far I only want to reach the stars Now all that's left is a couple scars And I can't heal