I've been holding my head under water I like it when drip hits my ear It's been a whole new experience Learning to distance myself from this mess Lace the streets with your voice And I'll follow it back Like how I use to follow them with my eyes on the crack My voice waves knowing all that I lack Sad to say but I think I'm turning out like my dad I do my best but never wanted you It's fucked up But it's easier than telling the truth You fucked up You were just someone there to use Loves not real Let's avoid a serious conversation Keep the mood light so there's no miscommunication Can you guess the color of my eyes Here's a hint, the lies are no longer white