See I'm not used to being asked how my day went
Or waking up to a message saying good morning
I'm not used to reporting what I just had for breakfast
Or squeezing my brain just to sustain a conversation
I'm not used to smiling for two hours straight or sometimes even more
I don't think I've ever stared at my phone with this much anticipation
I am always on my toes and waiting
For the next words you will be saying
I'd almost forgotten how this feels
And I know that nothing's set in
Stone but this much I wanna let you know
I want you to stay
Because you got a hold on me so come here closer
Let me tell you more about how you fill these holes I have in my heart
And I can't remember how long it's been
But since you're right here next to me I'd say
You got a hold on me and I want nothing more than hold you now
Oh hold you now
Sure I'm used to being a shoulder someone leans on
Or a hand that gets sweaty too that much
But it's strange how your head feels like a pillow instead
Or how my skin's at ease with your touch
So won't you let me help you leave the past behind let's walk away
I want you to stay
Because you got a hold on me so come here closer
Let me tell you more about how you fill these holes I have in my heart
And I can't remember how long it's been
But since you're right here next to me I'd say
You have a hold on me somehow
Is it okay if I told you now?
That I intend to stay and climb the walls you built around your heart
Let me take everything that holds you back
And hold on to what we have right now
We all got a past that we drag around and drag us down
Why let it ruin us when we are here, we are now
I'm not used to this I'm sorry
I could get used to this for sure
I'm done with these sad stories
I can't see myself in them anymore
Because you got a hold on me so come here closer
Let me tell you more about how you fill these holes I have in my heart
And I can't remember how long it's been
But since you're right here next to me I'd say
You got a hold on me somehow
Is it okay if I told you now?
That I intend to stay and climb the walls you built around your heart
Let me take everything that holds you back
And hold on to what we have right now
Is it okay if I told you now?
Is it okay if I told you now?
Is it okay if I told you now?
That I want nothing more, nothing more than hold you