I'm from a city where they live and die in dog years I've been surviving off adrenaline and raw fear Who you praying to my nigga ain't no gods here A long stare will get you folded like a long chair Love my big sis she graduated with honors I was squeezing fifths infatuated with violence I ain't listen to shit my natural way was defiant Ever since a kid I trapped and banged with the lions Look close tell a nigga what you find in me Tell me can you see the pain all the fire in me I done hated everything that I tried to be Let me hurt by myself let me Cry in peace I was Falling saw me Falling They aint lend a hand they aint never give me nothing They ain't love him i ain't need em Said they new i'd make it from the jump I ain't believe em I said fuck these niggas I got love for just about everything but them niggas I said fuck these woman all they did was break my heart And have me in my feelings You cant make it where I made it I'm a tell you that Seen it all seen death we ain't afraid of that Everything I do I do it just for baby lav I think about you all the time everyday i'm sad They saw me falling no heart for the heartless I think about it and get nauseous ima bounce back regardless Oh my god whats my name it's funny looking back now how things changed I'ts funny every bop want to where my chain It funny now the opps want to be gang gang