I've spent a lot of nights
Going over in my mind
The reasons why I shouldn't
Do the things I want to but say I shouldn't
All at once a day goes by
Yet another spent killing time
Believing staying stuck is safe
Getting in my own way
'Cause I just wanna see the world, see my options
I don't want all of my dreams to be forgotten
The realest part of me knows what it is I'm wanting
Then this fear comes in like
Honey what if you die
End up just wasting time
Leave all the best behind
Ahh
What if you end up broke
Things don't go the way you hope
But what if I let it all go
And just do what I want to anyway
I've spent so many days
Waiting for everything to change
Wasting so much of my life
I wanna know what going for it feels like
'Cause I'd like to fall in love
See if it's like what I'm dreaming of
Maybe fly to somewhere new
Spend all my money on the things I want to
'Cause I just wanna take a risk and some chances
Always live it up, not worry 'bout the damage
Not always have to know just what the hell the plan is
Then this fear comes in like
Honey what if you die
End up just wasting time
Leave all the best behind
Ahh
What if you end up broke
Things don't go the way you hope
But what if I let it all go
And just do what I want to anyway
I don't have a lot but I got this moment
Wanna put down all the weight I'm holding
No matter what happens Imma keep on going
Keep on growing, I
Feel it in my soul that the future's for me
When I close my eyes, yeah it tastes like honey
I don't wanna die till I'm living fully
Living fully
Honey what if you die
End up just wasting time
Leave all the best behind
Ahh
What if you end up broke
Things don't go the way you hope
But what if I let it all go
And just do what I want to anyway
(Uhh, ayy, ayy)
Just do what I want to anyway
(Ayy, ayy, ayy)
Just do what I want to anyway