I get ugly when I look at you When I crack my smile, think about gettin' even In the courtyard, where I'd kick you in your teeth I can't remember when I got so mean Or when shame started calling all the shots Making plays like a curled up cobra striking at my feet And on the way down to my grave I'll white-knuckle hold you down Burst my vessel like the Fourth of July And you won't feel it at all And it's all me, it's only ever me A conch that doesn't wanna be tossed And turned and crushed to make a beach And I can't help but feel a little used As she rambles on about you brother and you And all your old days I'll white-knuckle hold me down Burst my vessels like the Fourth of July And I can't feel you at all Burst my vessels like the Fourth of July And I can't feel you at all ♪ And I can't feel you at all (What do I want from you, my only ever friend?) I can't feel, I can't feel