Never was afraid of risking it all for a win
I was just afraid of losing myself in the mix
I was just afraid of losing myself in the mix
I was just afraid of losing myself in the mix
Never Was afraid for wearing my heart on my sleeve
When I needed you the most you wanted to leave
When I needed you the most you wanted to leave
When I needed you the most you wanted to leave
Never was afraid of risking it all for a win
I was just afraid of losing myself in the mix
I was just afraid of losing myself in the mix
I was just afraid of losing myself in the mix
Staring at the moon
Knowing you be looking at it too
Thinking what you got yourself into
I feel so confused
Cuz I did everything that you wanted me to do
Reminiscing about the times that we used to have
You made me smile cuz I knew how to make you laugh
That work that we have put in done got us degrees
So now you see me glow like Alison Brie
Never was the one who ruined the things that we built
I was busy trying to learn to live with the guilt
I was busy trying to learn to live with the guilt
I was busy trying to learn to live with the guilt
Never was the one who ruined the things that we built
I was busy trying to learn to live with the guilt
I was busy trying to learn to live with the guilt
I was busy trying to learn to live with the guilt
Never was afraid of risking it all for a win
I was just afraid of losing myself in the mix
I was just afraid of losing myself in the mix
I was just afraid of losing myself in the mix
I get defensive when I'm being accused
And your decisions got me laughing at you
You went from shopping at cue
To the Centrelink queue
I'm not better than you I just happen to be lucky
If I don't love me then no one would love me
The truth is ugly my uncle is a junkie
Fuller than sia but hungry
Though my back hurts I am standing for something
You used to love me when the money used to come in abundance
Never was afraid of risking it all for a win
I was just afraid of losing myself in the mix
I was just afraid of losing myself in the mix
I was just afraid of losing myself in the mix
And the things that you did put me through hell
So I'm not afraid to say I'm glad you're not doing well
We have no reason to talk
Now when I wanna watch the shining I just look at my watch