Look, I'm tryna make a milli like Wayne in New Orleans
I'm ragin and roarin, this pain is enormous
One thing after another keeps comin, swear it's rainin and pourin
Turned nothin into somethin
But somethin ain't nothin when there's more steady formin
Makin moves lowkey, I gotta stay dormant
The hate I just ignore it
I stay in the cut like neosporan
Look, I reflect when I was homeless
Hopeless, sittin in my car at my lowest
I'm chosen, I feel it in my heart, I'm the coldest
I'm focused, tryna lift this weight off my shoulders
Devoted, I gotta make all these doors open
Friends became foes and fam became rodents
Patiently waiting for my seat, where's the hostess?
Y'all don't know what I was dealt, screaming goldfish
I'm golden
No lie, too many switched sides
Time to cut some ties
Man, I know I'll be alright
No lie, I've been tryna clear my mind
I don't know what to do
Feel I'm runnin out of time, no lie
I'm just tryna get by
I'm just tryna live my life
No lie, I've been tryna clear my mind
I don't know what to do
Feel I'm runnin out of time, no lie
I hope this doesn't alter your perception
Writin songs to usher these confessions
Countin blessings more than money when I'm stressin
I feel helpless, I can't help it, I just want this pain to end
Will it end though, I don't know?
Talk is cheap, here they go, there they go
Round and round all the time, merry go
What's on my mind, I just want y'all all to know
Look, I'm shootin for the stars, I've been trigger happy
I'm tryna leave my mark, I need few distractions
I take steps forward, then I'm moving backwards
I'm built for this game, I'm Tiger at the Masters
Things ain't up to par, so I pull more strings like I play guitar
I'm just tryna put my momma in her dream car
Feelin jaded, but I made it this far
I need more, please Lord
No lie, too many switched sides
Time to cut some ties
Man, I know I'll be alright
No lie, I've been tryna clear my mind
I don't know what to do
Feel I'm runnin out of time, no lie
I'm just tryna get by
I'm just tryna live my life
No lie, I've been tryna clear my mind
I don't know what to do
Feel I'm runnin out of time, no lie