100 Nights, 100 days Wonder if God still got my number saved It's been a while Starting to feel like I ain't really one to save Been to Hell and back So if I don't see the Pearly Gates, I'm unafraid What a shame Still Alive, What a Shame Guilty gifting stomach aches I start to feel my mother's pain I watched my uncle pass away There he laid He completed life's maze But from his face Unamazed So many bends in the road, I never broke Just to put a Benz on the road All the depths that I'd go for the debts that I owe Just for death when I'm old Hair light white as the white light here approaches Blinding When life cometh I know what follows behind it Sleepless nights, from the weight of my eyelids, I'm reminded what my mind did, running from the trauma But no matter foot speed, I can't escape my karma Everything is business, everything is personal Far from merciful, I'm closer to the Sun and Moon That's no consolation prize, so don't get comfortable, nigga I sent a thousand prayers, they're still unapproved I can't blame Him From my actions he's still unamused, I'm tainted Baptized in the fire, I need maintenance My halo turned to ashes And my actions proving dangerous Do I ever think I'll make it? Baby, I don't know He's acting for the crowd, he ain't no animal Catch him acting sheepish, feed him to the wolves And then you wear his wool You gave a pulpit to a pit bull I'm up here pushing malice And these clips in this Kalashnikov hold more punch than Klitschko Baba Yaga, do more damage with a pencil I'm too equipped, I don't care what the rumour is My shooter keep an auto, bet that'll clean out the room just like a Roomba, yeah They chanting "Ali bomaye!" I'ma kill him, I promise They better hop out the moshpit I keep a tie with a mobster And keep some hair like a mop stick Clean him up The money made me a monster