A pilgrim in a wasteland
That's what my life really is
I walk, eyes onward
I cannot fucking go away
I'm trying to find a way out
I run through this disgrace
I sow the ashes of this world I once tried to embrace
The more I see, the more I bleed
For all the trust I give
Constantly I am deceived by everyone
A thousand stabbing hands
All the bridges have fallen along my way
No shelter from all the things you do or say
In this place where hostility reigns undisputed
What am I doing here?
How am I supposed to live?
I'm the king of the outcast
The one who falls but never is picked up
I'll drown in your fucking commiseration while you stomp your feet all over me
Where's the way out?
Is there a fucking way out of here?
I'll wait another life
I want another me
It'll be another shit
Another delusional dream
I'll lie to myself and make it all disappear
I live in fear
I live in fear of what's to come
Always distressed by all these things I cannot understand
I live in fear
I live in fear of what's to come
This resting place for the wicked ones
The more I see, the more I bleed
For all the trust I give
Constantly I am deceived by everyone
A thousand stabbing hands
All the bridges have fallen along my way
No shelter from all the things you do or say
In this place where hostility reigns undisputed
What am I doing here?
How am I supposed to live?
I'm the king of the outcast
The one who falls but never is picked up
I'll drown in your fucking commiseration while you stomp your feet all over me
You've taken my life and turned it into a fucking hell
You've taken my life and turned it into a fucking hell
You've taken my life and turned it into a fucking hell