I start to cry Every night After we fight In my mind Don't want to hurt you I won't desert you But i do want to talk My impression Makes me mad I am willing to be perfect Cause you're worth it All the drugs in the world can't be enough cause You're just too perfect I don't know if i just want you Or if i just want to be like you And i will cure you From your fantasies I don't know if i just want you Or if i just want to be like you And i will cure you From your fantasies Mental disease I'm so over your vanity Because i could never be like that All my books and poetry Protect me from all the cracks