I cant seem to pretend, ill never see you again
Here the ticks hit the fact, money took my friend
Close my eyes to escape, didnt want to see the fact
Time to retaliate, where these muthaf***as at
To think about it now, you probably in a better place
Chillin with pac, probably talking bout them better days
Now I know what you mean, believe what you see
Cause your closest homies get turned by the greed
Its sad but true s***, im on some new s***
Why trust a muthaf***a, when they never gon do s***
Silly as it sounds, that's how it goes
A million homies at the end, im all alone
The last few years has been hectic for me, I lost shaggy, my brother, & my closest homies
How much can I take, I only got one heart
Dear god please tell me, why you had to take this young star
We had places to go, people to see, money to make
A million to reach foreal, the purpose of life to me has now been revealed
F*** as many hoes, get rich before you get killed
We at the end of the road its all over, this is the muthaf***in ballad of a dead soldier... soldier... soldier... soldier...
This is the muthaf***in truth, ballad of a dead soldier
Im wishing on a star
To follow where you are
Im wishing on a dream
To follow what it means
We had plans to make it big, what happened to that
Its like i blinked for a moment, then you never came back
Why should it have to be that way, why the f*** did you even have to see that day
Im trying to be strong, pouring my feelings on all these bars
Trying to hold on to something, when its really been gone
Nothing ever been the same without you here now, believe me when I say
Everything is clearer now, the next albums imma mention your name
And let everybody know how I entered the game, last night I stayed up late
Thinking of the day, when I met you at the studio
And how my life has changed, I stay thinking if I'm even gonna see tomorrow
Dont even know if im gonna release this sorrow, all of this pain's been stuck inside of me
Hoping that i find a future thats, right for me
Who knows maybe this rap s*** is not for me, and if it is
Right now I think its hard to see, its a hustle
So f*** it imma hustle to the max, and do whatever it take
To put your name on up a map, til theres nothing left
Im gonna hold you down, to the fullest now its going down
I hope when you hear this, you give me your smile
I put my heart into it homie, I hope you love how it sounds
Im wishing on a star
To follow where you are
Im wishing on a dream
To follow what it means