Yo
Let me start by sayin'
I can't start again
While I write this phrase
Without a writer's brain
But a fighter's pain
Killin' a guy in vain
My dehydrated eyes wanna
Cry a Thames
Man I try to change
And try 'n refrain the stupidity
I'm afraid that I have failed
Do the silly crime again
Each time I say that I will quit
The white and I end up sniffin'
Lines again
Price I pay for highs I crave
Are higher than the highs
I taste like side affairs
I've been in a frightened place
My smile has faded
I've feel like a fighter plane
The brightest days are yet to come
There's gonna be a sun
I'm tired of waiting by the time they
Reach I will be done
The night is raining since ages
I'm outta drainage I'm chasing
Pavements for payments but
The pain is pay day never comes
I put in work like a slave
Every single day
Kill the stage but I'm never paid
For a bill to pay
I thank god for what I got
When I sit to pray
My rap starts when rappers end up
With shit to say
No silver spoon no nothing
I was a kid you hate
Still at the bottom but
Knockin' my fate up in the face
The only warmth I found was
In the sniffin' game
But now I'm cold and lost
When I take a hit again
And shitty enough to think of the perks
Of slippin' in drugs
But now I really wanna get the rid
Admitting I'm fucked my middle
Fingers are getting signals to
Raise against drugs
Man I almost reach and say
HYKE has changed
I don't lie nobody its
Recondite to take
Then a private party
And then a night of break
Say goodbye there dies
My sobriety aim
You're in the rider's lane
You can't deny this thing
What kinda pilot says
That he can't fly a plane
You know you're tryna change
But you go get high again
They days are night again
Lost my sobriety aim
Lost my sobriety aim
Lost my sobriety aim
Lost my sobriety aim
Lost my sobriety aim
You're in the rider's lane
You're in the rider's lane
You're in the rider's lane
You're in the rider's lane
Lost my sobriety aim
Lost my sobriety aim
Lost my sobriety aim
Lost my sobriety aim
You can't deny this thing
You can't deny this thing
You can't deny this thing
You can't deny this thing
You know the first time
It was a fun scene
And then abruptly
I did it monthly
And then 1 G
Every 1 week
Then suddenly
You know it fucked me
And currently
Its been some weeks
So will I succeed
Or I'll fuck me
You shouldn't do that
Don't interrupt me
Not in the mood man
Its been a rough week
I've got two grands
Let's get the stuff B
Relapse you're back
Ah fuck please
I feel too bad
I look ugly
This is the last time
Hmm suck me
Yo it is cool to youth to use
To prove they dudes
But the truth will spook
You noobs and move your roots
Pull the land from under your shoes
And introduce you to Lucifer
No food no sleep just blues
Been getting shakes and headaches
Like 'quakes and addicts
Fighting myself like snakes and rabbits
My face is red in the shade and pale
And the day's pathetic
I pray for better days
Its time I break my habits and get the help I crave
Its been years since a day has passed
When I don't feel weird
I gotta take the stash
I wanna feel real
I'm afraid relapse is gonna make me
More like shadier
But ain't no Dre's here
You're in the rider's lane
You can't deny this thang
What kinda pilot says
That he can't fly a plane
You know you're tryna change
But you go get high again
They days are night again
Lost my sobriety aim
Lost my sobriety aim
Lost my sobriety aim
Lost my sobriety aim
Lost my sobriety aim
You're in the rider's lane
You're in the rider's lane
You're in the rider's lane
You're in the rider's lane
Lost my sobriety aim
Lost my sobriety aim
Lost my sobriety aim
Lost my sobriety aim
You can't deny this thing
You can't deny this thing
You can't deny this thing
You can't deny this thing