Mama says my pain is in my head Every day, I wake up, and I don't feel better So you think I'm gonna be the one who tries? I will try to do my best (It's hard to live with myself) I don't feel good What can I do? Where is my place on earth? I say I will die Am I a fool? It could be true I am a monster, and I don't wanna die ♪ Daddy thinks I create what I feel And my body seems to be my enemy No, no, no So you think I'm gonna be the one who tries? I will try to do my best (It's hard to live with myself) I don't feel good What can I do? Where is my place on earth? I say I will die (say I will die) Am I a fool? It could be true I am a monster, and I don't wanna die (I say I will die) I don't feel good (fighting with myself) What can I do? (Crying in my bed) Where is my lace on earth? I say I will die (I say I will die) Am I a fool? (Fighting with myself) It could be true (locked up in my bed) I am a monster ♪ Yeah