Feelings I hide from you As I reach you my hand The stain of guilt sticks in my head This perception I cannot longer stand ♪ Aware of all mistakes I made Hoping for rainy clouds to fade As I slowly die Here inside my mind ♪ I still see your dark reflection on the walls as winter falls ♪ A glimpse of the moment, a touch in the dark The warmth I still recall From this day, I vow Far too long I tried Hoping for forgiveness of the heart You're waiting She decided to come back, she decided to stay for a while Hoping for the change that could never happen The change of the soul and the mind Please return ♪ Feels like I'm falling away from you This time And as I recall my downwards fall, it fills me with anger and hate ♪ As I realise I lost you that time, and now it's far too late