I've learned
From all the time I've spent pondering each word
That nothing should come easy
Not in this world
As days get shorter
The darkness hides
What I fear most
So now I sit alone
Deal with the damage they don't know
And I refuse to pull you down with me
Deal with the damage they don't know
Cold walks to the liquor store
Turn my phone off
I can't think no more
Been seeking independence
But only coming up with short term defenses
So now I sit alone
Deal with the damage they don't know
And I refuse to pull you down with me
Deal with the damage they don't know
First night in quite some time
Can't keep faking my whole life
Worst lie inside my mind
Told myself I'm doing fine
Cold walks to the liquor store
Turn my phone off
I can't think no more
Road blocks keep me at the door
It was your loss
Can't I just ignore?
Cold walks to the liquor store (first night in quite some time)
Turn my phone off (can't keep faking my whole life)
I can't think no more
Road blocks keep me at the door (worst lie inside my mind)
It was your loss (told myself I'm doing fine)
Can't I just ignore?