Life is only as good as we make it And all of what I am was wasted I pass reflections Of a man I don't recognize You have a heart like a lion And I'm worried That I'm not what you need I'd like to tell you that I'm fine But we both know that I'm not These beers go down like water I'm still just like my father And just like him I'll never change I've spent the years Drowning out All the noise in the background I didn't know We left you out You are the rain I am the drought The flowers grow right where you stand I'm trying to be a better man The colors always start to fade I'm hoping you still feel the same I'm the filthiest I've ever been And I don't know how it began I've been crossing lines And counting signs Trying to figure out where I should land Now it's cold upon my floor I've been tricked to think that I'm worth more But I'm not; I'm useless I'm empty at my core Stuck between what's wrong and right I can't take this one more night Tell me why I feel this way Please don't tell me I'm okay These beers go down like water I'm still just like my father And just like him I'll never change