I don't wanna be a slave to my addictions
One more hit of dopamine
Consume me with this tainted air I'll breathe
Drown in smoke so I can float away so blissfully
Grace me with your presence, scroll through my obsessions
Pick one for me
Euphoria
I don't wanna be a slave to my addictions
Wash over me
I don't wanna be afraid
Euphoria washes over me
Washes over me
Euphoria, it takes over me
Bargaining for just a moment of some cheap and sweet release
Lift the pressures off my skull and bottle them for quick relief
Permeate my brain, convince me this is all I need
Endless cycles back and forth the push and pull it kills me
Don't wanna be afraid
Becoming what I hate and it might be too late
A deep cut, fucking up my brain
Stuck in the same place every god damn day
This feels like comatose
Lost faith in the SSRI dose
You say I'm not alright
Swallow these pills you'll be just fine
My senses failing me
Never Better
Euphoria
I don't wanna be a slave to my addictions
Wash over me
I don't wanna be afraid
Euphoria washes over me
Euphoria
I don't wanna be afraid