I tried to be carefree and to be gentle But my beating heart caught me and kicked me out You called me a sweetheart an easy lover But the face you were kissing was not the sun The beating is the only thing I've got I'll cut it up all open I blow and see it fly The bitterness and the sweet goodbye We were the illusion on which we stumbled The fictional reasons brought us here I was so differently shallow in our creation But I'll rather be a lost case than stay with you The beating is the only thing I've got I'll cut it up all open I blow and see it fly The bitterness and the sweet goodbye The fictional reasons...