The spiders crawl out of my head They tell me I'm better off dead Don't wanna go now It's getting too loud And it's such a shitty age You hit your peak just at 21 You can't even go outside You can't have any fun And if I had the chance, you know I'd do it all again I'd take it in a heartbeat I'd have a lot more friends So are you gonna call Cuz if you're gonna call Would you have called me by now And are you moving on Cuz if you're moving on Would you have moved on by now Stuck to an arrow my whole life It was narrow, straight, and true Then the path split off in a tangled mess I'm too paralyzed to choose And I can't sleep And I can't eat I feel like my life's running away from me Cuz there's no blueprint to follow And advice is so hollow It's a hard pill to swallow Yeah i know So are you gonna call Cuz if you're gonna call Would you have called me by now And are you moving on Cuz if you're moving on Would you have moved on by now