Shackles bind me to my cautions I don't see no end in sight One step forward, two steps backwards at a time It's first she wants me, then don't need me Getting caught between these lines I just want to feel like something's going right For the moment I've been standing in the dark 'Cause there's no way forward for me unless I Choose between my head and heart So far from heaven I've lost possession I need a bit of relief from all this indecision I dream in shadows I've seen the shallows I need a bit of relief from all this indecision All my kindness has been weakened I spend weeks up on my own So someone tell me how I'm supposed to carry on 'Cause I can't seem to find no answers From above, up from the Lord Always seems I've lost direction And I don't know (I don't know) For the moment I've been standing in the dark 'Cause there's no way forward for me unless I Choose between my head and heart So far from heaven I've lost possession I need a bit of relief from all this indecision I dream in shadows I've seen the shallows I need a bit of relief from all this indecision If I give my life then I've never gon' love If I live a lie then I'm never gon' trust But if I take a soul then I never know where I'm tryna go If I die then deliver me up If I give my life then I've never gon' love (if give my live) If I live a lie then I never gon' trust (if I live a lie) But if I take a soul then I never know where I tryna go If I die then deliver me up Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh (Oh, I've seen the shadows) Oh-oh, oh-oh So far from heaven I've lost possession I need a bit of relief from all this indecision (ohh)