Please
Before I go
Into that long goodnight
Give me time
For one last moment with you
My last days sinking in
Mistakes crush my chest as I lay swallowed by the bed
We're still holding on
In between now and the world yet to come
Holding on
Time
Pouring out of my hands
I'm sinking
Again
Tell me
Show me
Did this mean anything?
Or was this a dream in itself?
These seeds I've planted
How can they grow by themselves?
They can't grow from the labored heat
Weeds infesting
Tearing my soul apart
We're still holding on
Losing my hope
Let my death be the antidote
We are
Always lost in tomorrow
In castles made of sand
And I'm somewhere stuck at the bottom
Sinking
As time pours out of my hands
Apathy staining my face
Hollow looks and hopeless glances
Drowning my faith
Days, weeks, months bleed to grey
And here I stay haunting these halls like a wraith
Everything is black
Falling through the past
Everything is black
Falling through the past
If nothings truly nothing
I guess nothings what it seems
Cold fluorescents fade to black
Asleep without the dreams
I can't take this back
What's the point of living life
If it just fades to black
We are
Always lost in tomorrow
In castles made of sand
And I'm somewhere stuck at the bottom
Sinking
Everything
Everything
Everything
Everything
Everything is black
Falling through the past
I cannot sleep
I cannot dream
With this internal battle tearing me
Right at the seam
Nightmares they plague me
While I'm still awake
For heavens sake
I hope you know I tried to stay alive
We are
Lost in tomorrow
But we're running out of time
Can't fight back
Anxiety attack
What's the point of living life
If it just fades to black
Can't fight back
Anxiety attack
Satan cries for sweet potato pies!