Cause I'm addicted to it Paint on my face is fading Try to fix myself but screw it I'm just a different person I'm senseless I constantly regret this It's all messed up inside my head My thoughts are so distorted I scream to you don't touch it You don't get my frustration You think a drink would help pull apart my imagination Threw away my youth Been hiding from the truth You just broke this tender mind You introduced the curse I hope you know it hurts How do I live with myself Cause I'm addicted to it The paint on my face is fading Try to fix myself but screw it I'm a completely different person Afraid I'll lose it Afraid I'll break it You can't erase it My face paint Threw away my youth Been hiding from the truth You just broke this tender mind You introduced the curse I hope you know it hurts How do I live with myself Cause I'm addicted to it The paint on my face is fading Try to fix myself but screw it I'm a completely different person