Get up! Every day I'm liking less about it Blown off too many times To get excited for it 5am my shift begins Get the feeling I'll never win I never wanted to be this stuck in my own silence I always figured that I would find a way to rise above this But it gets harder when there's no one there around me To tell me I'm no nuisance and everything is ok But I can't let go Of these splintered thoughts I keep trying It's just bloodletting