I said I was fine But I'm not fine It's been a long time Since that was true Because you're always Coming to mind Even though I Thought I was over you I thought it would be easier than this This isn't a breakup song I've been living like this so long Sometimes I forget My life before when things made sense When you weren't part of it When my mind could rest And I was myself I pour my coffee I brewed it slowly It goes down sweetly And it feels true I pull my hair up I put my shoes on I might even write a song Probably about you I thought it would be easier than this This isn't a breakup song I've been living like this so long Sometimes I forget My life before when things made sense When you weren't part of it When my mind could rest And I was myself You live here now I can't make you disappear I'll learn somehow Not to live my life in fear I wish this was a breakup song I've been living like this so long Sometimes I forget My life before when things made sense When you weren't part of it When my mind could rest And I was myself This isn't a breakup song I've been living like this so long Sometimes I forget My life before when things made sense When you weren't part of it When my mind could rest And I was myself