I dug my grave My soul is dead There's nothing left to save I thought that I could change But this pain is rooted too deep I beg for an end To the suffering An end to my suffering I realize the truth within me The truth within me I can see there's nothing left for me here There's nothing left And it's all coming down on me It's all coming down on me No place to run or hide This pain is trapped inside I've rearranged the possibilities a thousand fucking times I am the source of the pain I am to blame The creator of my suffering No one can save me now All I feel is hatred All I feel is hate Consumes my everything I never wanted it to be this way But there are things that I just can't change Too late to amputate I left it open festering Now it's spread to my soul And I can't rip it out And I can't rip it out I can't get it out Because it's all in my head