Listen close to the sound of the ghost screaming in my head My mind has become a flood and I am on the brink of death In my final moments, this is what I said I'm holding fast but I will lose my grip and in time All my mind I know it's all in my head But it's the only way I can escape This alternate reality has me drowning in my own fear of what I might become What I might become I've lost myself to insanity and the only way to get out is to just Just jump They said to fall faster It will only hurt less And when you reach the bottom the darkness will consume you Falling faster I know it's all in my head But it's the only way I can escape This alternate reality has me drowning in my own fear of what I might become My eyes have seen through the gates of fire They tell me it's my place and I'm pushed further I cannot rise until I see the light of old me I'm being torn by this demon that needs to be set free I cannot heal until I gather the strength to stand without a crutch