The last time that we spoke I told you everything was fine The more I ask myself, the less I know the reasons why I say the things I do I feel the need to hide the truth Some sort of comfort I will lose Knowing you see sorrow bleeding through I feel the cuts getting deeper I feel the weight on my lungs as I breathe I hear the call of the reaper Can't take the pressure as I fall to my knees I watch everyone around me suffer We try to heal ourselves with love from another But when the torment is rooted inside There's no one who can save you From the horrors in your mind Wake up Too much time I've wasted The distance seems unending now Too many nights spent chasing What was never even real I walked a hundred miles Crawled a thousand more I watch the blood drain from me Yet I beg, I yearn For a reason to live A reason to breath When the tide starts to rise And I start to sink When I start to sink When the tides start to rise And I start to sink What will pull me back to the surface When there's no more light to guide me What will give me strength and purpose To keep on crawling Too much time I've wasted The distance seems unending now Too many nights spent chasing What was never even real Too much time I've wasted The distance seems unending now Too many nights spent chasing What was never even real What was never even real What was never even real What was never even real