Well I remember growing up
My mother telling me watch who walking with
But in fashion of adolescence I shrugged and hung with the clique
A drugged up infected fuck up I'm glad I grew up to quick
Mad at my fucking self all my life would just lag wit you kid
And I've regretted too much, but I can't do too much
The damage is through done
Rebelling to sooth-my aching heart its over
The devil's marking my body while he whispers over my shoulder I'm
Infuriated but still trying to hide by this creation of mine
That I now fucking despise
Who are you?
You're just the devil in 95's, recruiting for your demise
Distorting my fucking mind
I try to breathe and can't 'cause you impede me
Leave me the fuck alone and die
I put my hands to my head and see my mother cry numerous times
The fruit of her fucking loins, trapped again with the lions, uh
So bring it back to the moment I met you
And took a chance sinking down to your level
My heart my brain my thought impressed you
Why would you take it all for granted and rush through?
And I ain't seeking no more to impress you
You gave me your word so absurd that I trust you
No I ain't seeking no more to impress you
You gave me your word so absurd that I trust you
In desperation of acceptance associated with reckless ideas
Imperfections, reflected from my speech it was clear
Misdirected, I'm changing how they think of me here
Misconceptions, I've fallen to this culture of fear, yeah
Salutations erupt completely corrupt don't
I know it so devoted my logic became eroded
Broken the will that powers the motive and then i showed
It the path that they envisioned to watch me throw it away
Break away break away stay the fuck away
Walking down this alley way empty and lost but here I'll wait (uhh)
Scenarios run through my brain my brain
Euphonies of an easy fix to my pain my pain a shame
All these years all these tears all the
Mother fucking unwanted close calls and fears
I need to be clear 'cause I'm leaving and never turning back
Is what I regret i never said the moment we met
So bring it back to the moment I met you
And took a chance sinking down to your level
My heart my brain my thought impressed you
Why would you take it all for granted and rush through?
And I ain't seeking no more to impress you
You gave me your word so absurd that I trust you
No I ain't seeking no more to impress you
You gave me your word so absurd that I trust you