The ground is giving way beneath me. Drooling braille bibles onto the bedspread. I'm sick despite what I tell myself. With my tailbone in my pocket, I'll keep my heart just to stop it. Sick. The white cross beckons me to the darkest precipice. Chiselling a crack into my smile, peeling the crust from my bile. This room is a fluorescent tomb. Light bulbs mimic the hyenas croon, and I can't find a way to leave this cement cocoon. The ground is giving way beneath me. Drooling braille bibles onto the bedspread. I'm sick despite what I tell myself. With my tailbone in my pocket, I'll keep my heart just to stop it. Sick. White noise drills a hole in my head and I can't move with my skin stapled to this bed. An unholy union with the burning witches dust, makes the sky vomit clouds and the clouds vomit rust. All these years, and I still can't stand the smell of her cause you're not in my arms. If I wake up will I remember you? Cause it's all that I can do. When I wake up will I remember you? Cause it's all that I can do. And all I can be is sorry. There's no other way. When I wake up, I will remember you? Cause it's all that I can do.