I try to keep up, I swear that I do. But every time I look up I lose site of you. I never wanted to be the way that I am, But it's not my fault, it's just my circumstance. Believe me, believe me when I say, I never wanted it this way. Believe me when I say, I always tried to do my best. I gotta get this off my chest. I wanted to be just where you are Cause you're a beacon of light that awakens the stars. I see you holding a fire, deep in your heart, I know I'm not the one but I'll play the part. Believe me, believe me when I say, I never wanted it this way. Believe me when I say, I always tried to do my best. I gotta get this off my chest. Someday soon, I'll be alright again. I pray you've not forgot. Someday you will see the light again, And find all that you've lost.