I don't have the answers; I don't even know what questions I should ask Maybe I'd go back and do things differently if I could change the past But I am not ashamed of my mistakes because they made me who I am I am strange, and I am flawed, and I am doing everything I can And I will run outside Into the cold dark night And in the dawning light I will breathe again I get kinda nervous when I think about the things I face each day Maybe I'm a fool for stepping up when I know what could come my way But life is not a game, it is a war, and it's a war I plan to win I've not gotten anywhere daydreaming, giving up or giving in And I will run outside Into the cold dark night And in the dawning light I will breathe again Whats the point of being on this earth if we don't ever take a chance Why do we ignore the things we want; why don't we listen to our hearts Now I am here, I'm wide awake and I will turn each moment inside out I will breathe life into me and tangle myself in its here and now And I will run outside Into the cold dark night And in the dawning light I will breathe again And in the dawning light I will breathe again And in the dawning light I will breathe again