I can't not look back 'Cause as the rain drips off the windscreen I wish I didn't cause a scene, but I think i'd rather have a heart attack Than walk away from something real Trying to say it's no big deal, but Thinking too much just fucks things up And it always will And caring too much Has made this stupidly hard, stupidly hard for me. I can't not think back To drving with you next to me singing along happily And it hurts to think that you're probably doing that With somebody else, with anybody else We thought too much And it fucked things up Like it always does And i cared too much And it's made this stupily hard, stupidly hard But it's not like there's nothing else involved But it's hard to sit back and let it just unfold When i know there's something there We both know that something real is still there. And (?!?!) now we've got to stop Just be friends and carry on But i'm pretty sure we'll end up back where we were Though i could be wrong. And it's just the thought you could forget just how god damn happy we could be. If the circumstance was difference but it's not So we'll just have to wait and see. 'Cause i know that something real is still there But maybe just for me