I can't be everything that you want me to be
Had me on a string, got me down on my knees
Twisted figurine, wash the blood on my teeth
I got new ink just to feel something
'Dead to me' on my eulogy
Kerosene burning our memories
And sometimes I scare myself when I'm left alone with my head yeah
Why does everything feel so numb?
I try to talk but I aint got nothing to say
I just wanna be left alone
I fantasize about my grave like everyday
Why does everything feel so numb?
Why does everything feel so numb?
You said you cared but I never felt love
So get me out of this place and get the phone out my hand
The social media game is going straight to my head
I try to hurt myself it's just the way I am
And sometimes I scare myself when I'm left alone with my head yeah
Fuck
Why does everything feel so numb?
I try to talk but I aint got nothing to say
I just wanna be left alone
I fantasize about my grave like everyday
Why does everything feel so numb?
Why does everything feel so numb?
Why does everything feel so numb?
You said you cared but I never felt love
But you're still there when I can hardly breathe
When I won't wake or fall asleep
The pain reaches inside of me
But I can't
I can't
Break
No I can't break
Why does everything feel so numb?
I try to talk but I aint got nothing to say
I just wanna be left alone
I fantasize about my grave like everyday
Why does everything feel so numb?
Why does everything feel so numb?
Why does everything feel so numb?
You said you cared but I never felt love
Sometimes I scare myself when I'm left alone with my head