I'm a woman made of haste, wishes and madness In the desert of my birth, religion and sadness I learned to search in faces for a familiar evador In yours I found the saint, the sinner and savior We never said goodbye somewhere we stopped talking You stayed in Southern California while I kept on walking You know you never really told me when you knew that you chose her So I folded you inside my dreams, like an old concert poster Soon I'll close my eyes They're tired but wide open Now that I'm not so broken Now that I'm not afraid On my knees every night Yeah I'm new to believing It's better than the grieving At least that's what they say There's no way but through But I don't know how to stop loving you In the evening here the hawks sail the shattered sky The breeze against the cedars is a welcome lullabye If the quiet had a color it would be that shade of green Maybe somewhere near the ocean you're thinking of me Soon I'll close my eyes They're tired but wide open Now that I'm not so broken Now that I'm not afraid On my knees every night Yeah I'm new to believing It's better than the grieving At least that's what they say There's no way but through But I don't know how to stop loving you