It was a second ago I was touching every finger I seen the marigolds That lean against our window That you planted in the springtime And you watered with abandon I would watch you as you garden And my heart would just imagine When i look behind I guess i could have noticed And that's half the crime I was innocently hopeful Could have listened to your breathing It was heavy on my shoulder There were things i could have told you It was easier to hold you Now how can i Be not allowed to love you anymore Can i be not allowed to love you Was the thing that i was best at That i didn't have to guess at It was all that i could say i knew for sure I can't say it anymore Will you think of me Will i fade into some corner of your memory And in my company All the ones that came before me Fallen soldiers of your army If you could tell them for me I'd have stayed despite the warnings And how can i Be not allowed to love you anymore Can i be not allowed to love you Was the thing that i was best at That i didn't have to guess at It was all that i could say i knew for sure I can't say it anymore Anymore Anymore Anymore Anymore Oh how can i Be not allowed to love you anymore Can i be not allowed to love you anymore Can i be not allowed to love you anymore Was the thing that i was best at That i didn't have to guess at It was all that i could say i knew for sure I can't say it anymore