My life is a reincarnation It feels like I'm in a closed simulation This is no place where the good things remain In this world only hate will retain Crushing myself, tear out my soul I'm losing my mind, I give up control Take no more breath, lay down my words I sink to the bottom, I'm drowning myself Trapped into a lifelong depression That slowly alters my darkest feelings Blinded by anger, I follow the truth Driven by hate, I set off one last time Struggling For my passion, my calling Striving For redemption, satisfaction Searching For my punishers, my enemies Slaying For what they've done, that made me sick Lonely in a world I despise The consistent betrayal of my own reality makes me feel this way Lonely in a world I despise The consistent betrayal of my own reality makes me feel this way I can't see the light I am suffering I can't take no more breath Feels like I'm dead inside I can't see the light I am suffering I can't take no more breath Feels like I'm dead inside I can't see the light I am suffering I can't take no more breath Feels like I'm dead inside I'll burst my chains because it's time for clarity Forgive me master, I have to break free I'm going insane, but trust me this is not the end This is just the beginning of these days I'll be the monster in your horrible nightmares I'll lock you in there and will never let you go again Lonely in a world I despise The consistent betrayal of my own reality makes me feel this way Lonely in a world I despise The consistent betrayal of my own reality makes me feel this way