A mortician of life My own two hands placed gently upon your grave This blade wrapped around my throat I can not say what I have done It haunts me, this thought of you wondering where I have gone This pale door between us Keeper of sin, I've perfected the craft of one's true darkness Hidden from the light, devouring Swarming sadness Passenger of this cessation Guided by he who has taken my hand Trails of destruction laid forth summon the harsh reality of death You lay there while I dwell in my own madness The memories invading my head, as I crumble My Contrition Absolution, I plea to shield me from this A coffin of anger bleeding from the center Story of misery, a tale of betrayal and abandonment A dark place of contemplation is where I dwell Years after years I let you down and turned away from you Sequenced with the pain I feel pairs with remorse The king of weak souls on a throne of torment Lifeless gaze Ritual of repentance Suffer from these thoughts of your agony I'm sorry I misplaced my mind I wish I could touch your soul one last time My future remains a question As for you, you will be protected As for me, Ill continue on with guilt in my life This Shile of torture These are my last words to you Searching for tranquility I'm in a fog surrounded by my disdain This pale door between us Hoisted over the place that you'll lay Eulogized in sorrow