Waking up dead I just wanna stay in bed I've been eaten up alive by what was my deepest dread All gods have forsaken me After they made fun of me Honestly, I feel so weak nothing more will bother me I played with fire, but couldn't feel that I was burning It's been like walking on a tightrope while this storm was forming Despair has led me just where I never thought I'd go But here I am, counting days 'til the end The earth is a place in hell, I guess I'm just another condemned soul then Can't hurt me, I'm not alive, just breathing I think I'm about to shine I've spent so much time worrying 'Bout what was in my head Could say it was all worth it But it left me sick instead Life is dark and it's asking me to shine Life is dark and I'm afraid I'm going to fucking die Oh no This was my final let-down I changed completely now Can't recognize myself but At least I won't be found So this is what is like to be Left without light so I can't see Anything and anyone, it's all gone, it's all gone Can't hurt me, I'm not alive, just breathing I think I'm about to shine I've spent so much time worrying 'Bout what was in my head Could say it was all worth it But it left me sick instead Life is dark and it's asking me to shine Life is dark and I'm afraid I'm already fucking dying Dying I feel it It's coming Don't worry You can't avoid your turn