I don't wanna care so much Cause I really care too much It's all just overwhelming I'm just overthinking I feel like I'm too much Keep mistaking my anxiety for intuition And stress keeps gettin in the way of my ambition Logically I know I shouldn't feel this way But my body doesn't agree with my brain I'm looking over my shoulder Worrying it's over before it starts I'm looking over my shoulder Worrying there's no one there who cares like I do I really wanna feel free But I'm worried I will lose me (lose me) Somewhere along the road I'll start feeling cold Get caught up in something old And spin further down the rabbit hole Down I go Down I go Ooooh Logically I know I shouldn't feel this way But my body doesn't agree with my brain I'm looking over my shoulder Worrying it's over before it starts (before it starts I'm looking) I'm looking over my shoulder Worrying there's no one there no one there who cares like I do In the past in the past (in the past) Worried bout the present how do I make it last (make it last) Oh make it last In the past in the past (in the past) Thinking bout the future Is it gonna be like that (Is it gonna be like that) (Is it gonna is it gonna be like that) Cause I'm looking (looking) over my shoulder (shoulder) Worrying it's over before it starts (before it starts I'm looking Oh I'm looking (looking) over my shoulder (shoulder) Worrying there's no one there who cares like I do