Ain't talk to momma, in two months now I can't take the drama, it's too much now (Yeah) That's why I'm smoking all this green And it seems like - I need to be clean (Yeah) This next line is probably going to shock you I was truly thinking about going to see a doctor, but nah bruh I'm trying to live conscious Meditate, elevate, but I feel like I'm haunted And all they say is,"Man we proud of you Ju." But what it mean when you ain't proud of you too? (I mean) What's a hundred thou on Youtube When you feel like you is not allowed to be Juju? Best friend's gone, stabbed me in my back Lied into my face and stole from a nigga's stack (Now that's wack) No complaining I'm just sayin' Roll that spliff and back to blazing I... I just need a little bit of life right now yeah I... I don't really feel alive right now, hey I... I just need a little bit of life right now yeah Because I don't... I don't wanna see the light right now yeah (Yeah, yuh) Just woke up, tired as fuck Sick and tired of being sick and tired I'm trying to look up, I fuck up Every time I'm, trying to hook up This shit is complicated, I feel like my mind's inflating look I'm not afraid, to tell you I'm in pain To tell you about the shit beyond the frame, beyond the games I don't feel like I can fight right now Lord I need a little bit of life right now I... I just need a little bit of life right now yeah I... I don't really feel alive right now, hey I... I just need a little bit of life right now yeah Because I don't... I don't wanna see the light right now yeah