I can't shed no tears of sadness, it's been too much years of sadness Chaos, madness, life's a challenge, lost my balance, off my axis I can't manage all this damage, I can't carry all this baggage All my dreams are dead, I'm not special, I'm just average Nothing's deep about me, no one cares, so why should I? I just sit around and wonder why the fuck I'm still alive I don't even sleep these days, I lie awake, can't close my eyes The ending of my story ain't no secret, I was born to die I know that I'm cynical but people never change I tried switchin' perspectives but I'll always be this way I'm just too introspective, there's somethin' wrong with my brain I would give up anythin' to never know this pain I'm prepared to fade into the next realm, even if it's Heaven Even if it's Hell, even if it's nothin' I don't care, can't you tell? Anythin' will beat this mental prison, it's a cell Isolated by myself